weakness

my weakness is me. i am my reason for whateevr failure comes in my life. my kindest too often becomes my own enemy. i care to much to hurt anothers feelings , thinking if it was me they'd think twice like i do... but they dont; apparently. i dont love too easily, but i love too deep.

Insomnia

this past weekend i've done some observations and i came to the conclusion or rather formed my own theory, on the cause of Insomnia. We're told to live each day like its our last and thats exactly what we do. We force ourselves to stay awake longer than usual, in fear that we might miss something.. something BIG, something small ... whatever it be we're missing out and that we just can't bear. Even for those who just can't seem to close their eyes, it comes from the indirect intention to stay awake longer. We've done it so many times to the point where we don't know that we're doing it and it becomes way of life.