revisions of the past [Part Duece]

Now you don't feel the same anymore, i remember you would shiver every time i said your name. You said nothing felt as good as when you would look into my eyes, now you don't care that I'm alive and we let the fire die...

Infection of Sin

Faithfullness becomes a disease

And your partners pain you could never bring to ease

Thoughts of your actions tend to linger in their dreams

And the love that was once joy becomes nothing but memories

Disposing as each day passes

Following the tears of expectations, illusions of dissatisfaction

Recognition as to why you committed yourself to such actions

Their reality seems to be helpless, in which they cant escape to dream

Finding their self stuck within depressions seam

Mis-used, abused... wanting,needing and explanation

In return all you have to give is 'sorry'

For your love, trust, and self is no longer available

All that can be given is time, in hope to that it leads to growth

Eliminating your partners heavy load.

"You can't replace the past, so do today what you have for a better tomorrow"

The quote in which i was told.

When i was diagnosed with the "Faithfullness" disease

Suffocated in thoughts of him, no air to breathe

Temptation had been taking me...away from the bitter sweet misery

For my man had not been there for me in my time of need

So a substitute was given to me, an so eagerly I accepted

Not realizing the start of a life living in regret

Taking a turning point into confession

Allowing me to escape the harsh realities

Submission to his oppression

Determination to not re-create a mistake

I stayed knowing where I was is where I wanted to be

Falling back into the arms of my man, gracefully