self-control

so accustomed to 'getting over it' .. til the fact of 'hiding it' came to show.
they say the four ingredients to self-control are humor, prayer, work, and friends. humor; forces you to smile when all you wanna do is frown, laugh when all you wanna do is cry. Prayer; works when it wants to. Because all that is prayed for rarely comes. Work; is a factor of the stress, an external source to the problem. Friends; well, they are some sort of reliever. but when the dial tone hits and the phone is off .. its back to the same place. the same fcators that are to help control self are the same factors that pus you to lose control. something sort of like love; cant live with it, cant live without.