What if i told you..

What if I told you I loved you, would you believe me?

What if I told you that every time a man’s inside, feels like my virginity’s being taken from me As you enter your manhood, my childhood is being raped innocently

Flashbacks to days when that little girl was forced on her knees

Every stroke bleeds a memory

What if I told you I fend for a mans affection cause daddy was never there And that meant he didn’t care

So for every man that was here I became a little girl Blinded by his sweet words

What if I told you I never let go of the past because i’m afraid of what the future might bring

I hold onto every memory, so I can remember, feel like it was worth it even if it wasn’t

Every ex becomes a friend, never let go easily For you never know which ones the good and which are the bad

What if I told you that I love for a man to be aggressive because I love pain

Feel I deserve every once for allowing such memories to reside in my brain

What if I told you that because of that one nightmare I take it out on every man who’s love lives here

Pain and resentment seeps through my pores

Empty soul of an unwanted man is what I search for

So I can do to him what they did to me

So again….

What if I told you I loved you, would you believe me?